The mind is an answer finding, meaning making machine

So I am sitting here… and this wave of hopelessness washes over me. I observe my mind that goes and tries on different memes to make sense of the feeling.

“No matter what I do….” the whining voice says.
“It’s hopeless… give it up!” says the authoritative voice.
“You are worthless… who do you think you are to thing that you are any better?”

None of these are mine. The feeling comes from my next door neighbor who became a “Christian” to feel better, but it’s not working for her.

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Updated: Soul Correction: Finish What You Start

Soul Correction: Finish What You Start
New insight 10/7/2017

I break a lot of eggs every day. I like to eat the yolk separate from the white. So I separate them. The egg white is like snot… No definite shape, no commitment, sneaky.

This is how “Finish What You Start” behave, like the egg white… Avoid being called to account, avoid to be a person who can be counted on.

This seems to be the crux of this soul correction.

I see this soul correction on Scott toilet paper as well: it kinda sorta has a sheet size, it kinda sorta has perforation, but it won’t tear at the perforation… It tears where it wants to tear…

A “Finish What You Start” product, avoiding any accountability, whatsoever. lol… frustrating to me, who likes to have things done.

Looking at the vise… try to control egg whites with a vise… ugh, ugly.

New insight 5/20/2017 courtesy of a student:
Ok.
Today some new things came to mind..
I realized that i live in a vise like pressure i put myself in.. i always do for some reason.. i’m looking at why. i feel its false adopted beliefs.

How i noticed is that thinking about all the reading and the diet the saying no to things and yes to others .. being disciplined and adding structure feels like work , like i have to make it happen.. then i remember my life before.. i was pulled in a thousand directions at once and completely running myself down on things i (wanted) to do..

So today i imagined what it would feel like if i didn’t have anything i had to do or not do.. i ended up thinking id have a nap or just go for a slow walk.. then i realized that the reading and listening and structure and the diet.. all the things i (have ) to do, will make my life so much easier and meaningful than it has been , and i started to actually feel like it is my vacation , my relief.

Different types of clairvoyance and other extrasensory unusual abilities

How are you? you ask.

I don’t know. I only know how someone else is feeling… 99% of the time I cannot feel myself. And 99% of the time I don’t know whose feelings I am feeling either.

I am an empath, and a clearsentient ((Clairsentience, which means clear sensing, is the ability to feel the present, past or future physical and emotional states of others, without the use of the normal five senses. Psychics who are clairsentient are able to retrieve information from houses, public buildings and outside areas.)) I had a boy friend who labeled me clairsensar when I could tell the chiropractor what to do to people who needed help but it wasn’t obvious what to move… I felt it. Clairsensar is not a word, but there is such a word as clairsensing… go figure.

I always despised people who claimed they had psychic abilities… because most people who claim they have them… eh… I don’t know.

Like every other person, I wanted certainty, I wanted knowing without having to do any work, I wanted to know for sure.

You hope you have high vibration… but what if you don’t know what high vibration is?

I am getting hundreds of requests for Starting Point Measurements. That includes me measuring your vibration… human vibration, vibrational frequency, whatever you call it…

Ultimately there is one thing in common among the emotional responses: disappointment.

A lot of people think that their numbers, their vibration should be higher. Why? Because they are good people. Because they are charitable, kind, nice, don’t kill puppies, and volunteer… whatever b.s. is considered high vibration nowadays.

But the vibration number shows one thing and one thing only: how much your behavior is informed by reality and how much is informed by b.s., rules, myths, ideas, that ignore reality.

And your vibration number is low.

Own what owns you

Own what owns you

One of my favorite movies is M, a 1931 German thriller. ((At some point in my life I wanted to have a life about movies. I didn’t know I was an empath, but I knew that I got a lot more depth out of movies than anyone I knew… and I knew that I had some unique ability to say something that was new, about every movie.

Life didn’t work out that way. I am OK with that. The world may be worse off for it.))

I have watched it many times, it shakes me up every time.

Now, I have written about it, and here I go again.

This time I want to bring your attention to a different aspect, a way to watch it, that will make a huge difference for you.

High Frequency Souls

On raising your vibration number

I get a lot of inquiries to help people raise their vibration. And there are many individuals who offer this … many videos on youtube.

Whatever technique of raising your vibration to pick, you would better decide a few things ahead of time.

Among the most important and most sobering steps is discovering what is your vibration when you begin.

There are well-meaning people out there who will measure your vibration, whatever way they do it.

Based on their results you could be in the Unconditional Love region …

But my experience with people is that their vibration is more in the range of misery, anger, and haughtiness, than in the Unconditional Love zone …

It is, in my expert opinion, not useful to know only your vibration score, people also refer to it as vibrational frequency.

Why? Because your one indicator doesn’t say much.

This is a lot like if I wanted to assist you to a healthier lifestyle, but all I would have is your shoe size.

If I truly wanted to help you, I ‘d obtain a lot more information, how big you are, etc. And after that I ‘d know, or would be closer to know if I can really help you, and how.

I am a True Empath.

What is a True Empath? A True Empath is uncommon. A True Empath is able to connect to any one thing or every single thing, accurately, and reliably, if there is enough information.

This means that I can hook up to you in the event that I have, for example your photo.

How will I know I am connected? After a few secs I feel myself in your skin, and feel your emotions.

The second reason it’s important to be able to link to something dependably is this: until I am connected to an unbiased third party who is all-knowing, I am just going to shoot in the dark.

So this is what happens: I attach to you. After that I connect to Source aka all-of-it. Now we form a triangle.

Here I ask questions. And All-Knowledge suggested a signal system with me, very similar to what applied kinesiology uses … with the difference that I am not testing my own body to tell the truth, I am using my own body to receive the response from All-Knowledge.

I have a series of question, that I ask All-Knowledge about you, while I am feeling your emotions.

Source’s responses are yes, no, yes/no, or wrong question.

I label these 14 ratings your Starting Point Measurements.

They are a snap shot of you, vibrationally speaking.

Most of the questions concern your mental outlook, your purpose, your mindset, your abilities that are either activated or not.

And with that much information, it is simpler to address the question: what should I do now if I wish to raise my vibration?

From your measurements I understand what is very important to you … not what you say is very important to you. You may deceive yourself, but you are not able to deceive All-Knowledge.

Once you have your numbers, I’ll email them to you along with my

Self-expression: what is the Self you are expressing? Updated

People throw around the words: self-expression, but I have never found a person who knows what it means… and if it means what THEY mean.

Most people look how you express yourself not what it is you express…

Meaning: I am letting my hair down… I am loud and obnoxious, I am funny, I am demanding… these are all how expressions.

This article is about “what” not “how”…
What is the Self you express with everything… your life, your job, your relationships, with your music, poetry, and your life.
There are two selves, and the reason life doesn’t work for most of us is because the two selves are not connected in any way.

Self 1: your genes, your desire to survive and procreate.
Self 2: your human desire to be higher than just your genes… to live your higher self.

Self in the expression of the higher self, is the evolved self. The self Shakespeare means: To thine own self be true.

What is the difference between people who actually raise their vibration and people who don’t?

Humanity can be divided to two groups. The dividing line is the vibration of 200… the level of responsibility and integrity.

Responsibility is a view of life where it is up to you. What? Everything. And when it is up to you, then you are never a victim, although things may happen to you, thing may be done to you, and yet you are not a victim. Because you have something to say in the matter… and you don’t say that you are a victim.

Responsibility is a dividing line, and I fully expect that 99 out of 100 of my readers, including my regular readers, my clients, my students, think responsibility is either a duty (you have to, need to, or should) or blame (you had to, you needed to, you should have… and you didn’t!)

Energize Water to 653 With Energizer Audio – A fast revolutionary way to get fully energized water

Water Energizer Audio: Energize Your Water With Energies Embedded in Audio; Beta Testers Complete!

Necessity is the mother of invention… Or we could say that Creative Problem Solving is the mother of invention, at least in my case.

Five days ago I created an Avatar State Activator for myself, for Creative Problem Solving… I needed it to solve some issues that looked like a catch 22… impossible to solve.

I played the audio and was wondering what kind of “solution” I will find to my problem.

Today I received an order for a liter of energized water from a student… and realized that I so underpriced it, that I was working for free… not a good thing… lol.

Then I had an idea: what if I could record myself energizing water, would the energy be embedded in the audio? Muscle test said yes… so I recorded it and you can get it now.

How to find your real self… instead of honoring your false self as yourself

As I have written before, the book I am reading now is the Metaskills.

The author is a designer, and looks at life through a designer’s glasses.

The article “You live in a world of your own design” is one of the favorite articles on my site. People want to design their lives.

The popularity of the program, Mind Movies builds on that desire to design… but the requirements for design are not there, not there for 99.99% of humanity… What is there is something else, something that doesn’t allow for design.

The basics of being a designer is what is most missing in life… if you really look, you can see it.